Sunday, October 30, 2011

Diet

I dunno. I just felt like writing.
Today was pretty uneventful. Woke up at 3, ate at 9 continuously.
I have got cravings of a monster. All those chips, and sweets... I cant eating them.
What is happening to me ?
I need to go on a diet!! Gosh, what is nutritious and has less calories ?

Its so hard to find fresh fruits here as im staying in hostel and there ain't no refrigerators. I would love some banana and orange though.

What should i eat as an alternate of chips and sugary snacks ?

Friday, July 22, 2011

Uneventful Friday.

The days go on... I eat, sleep, shit, wake up and the cycle repeats. Its mundane. Im done.

Today i snap out of bed to head out to lab. And the replaced lab only had 5 people. Everybody had paired up leaving me all alone to do the goddamn experiment.

I turn the knobs left and right. I got the deflection. Guess what the lecturer said ? It aint stable. In my effort to stable the deflection i spoiled the instrument. (Hahahahaha.) Its so hot, thank god it didn't explode. My lecturer turned it off and asked me to join other groups. I joined my friends behind. He's not only a genius but hes friendly, nice and not to mention patient with my dumb questions. haha.

Its a funny day. I made up with my boyfriend. I had to admit i overreacted over such a small stupid matter. We love each other. Past is past, lets focus on future and not repeat the same old mistakes. Later i had some donaughts and coffee and head down to library to study.

Finaly i took a break from studying to sate my hunger. Off to JS Maju for supper. Ate nan and tandoori. Its been soo long since i ate that thing till i forgot wat it was called and my boyfriend had tell me the wat food's name. How lame of me. lolz. Came back and continued studying till 4.

I gotto wake up at 8 for study group. Only have less than 4 hours to sleep and here im still in front of my computer. Geez, I better shut my eyes.

Nitez yall.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Two face life

My Life - A saddening battle between ignorant happiness and painful lies. Its my choice whether to ignore the lies and be happy forever, or to find out the truth and reveal them. But the consequence of the truth remains unknown. How significant it is, depends only on time.

 I feel like im living in a lie.

Should I follow my instincts ? Or ignore the voice in my heart. The fear of losing smt that is close to my heart stops me from voicing out the thoughts. Being someone else on the outside and thinking something completely different in the inside is killing me. Unable to voice my feeling and living in this lies just eating me from  the inside out.