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10 THINGS TO KEEP YOUR BOYFRIEND HAPPY :

I am the worst girlfriend in the world. 

I want to be understanding.

I want to beleive and trust him.

I want to be there for him.

I want to make thing easier for him.

I don't want to be a burden.

I want to make him happy.

10 THINGS TO KEEP HIM HAPPY :

1. I need to keep my emotion to myself.
2. Keep my mouth shut.
3. Try pretending that everything is fine when its not.
4. Really try to pretend everything is alright.
5. Do not question him too much.
6. Do not doubt him.
7. Trust him !
8. Smile always
9.Forget whatever problem or whatever that you don't like or unsatisfied about him
10. Just Forget about it. Okay.

Hole in my life

I miss my mom !

I miss my little brother Ibraheem.

I miss my dad.

They are all in India for ~ say an unfinished business. Who cares wat business that is, the point is they are away.

And i feel soooo freakin lonely and abandoned. Its the worst feeling ever. Like there is a unfulfilled need, that can never be satisfied. A humongous hole that can never be filled. 

Nothing in the world can fill that hole. Not even a 500 dollar SK II, or Mui Mui handbag, Designer shoes, or even Maybelline lipstick. What problem could it be that a lipstick cant make it go away ?!

Its the first time i went shopping, i felt happy and it only lasted for a second. I just couldn't be happy anymore. Its like a curse or something.

I want to be me again. I miss myself soo much. How i used to be. How i don't give a damn about a thing in the world. 

Gawd, i'd give anything to be that girl again. 

He's DEAD to ME !

I hate him.

I never wanna call him ever again for the rest of my life.

I love you with all my heart. I want to be the best for you!

I L.O.V.E. HIM.

Turned out to be, I was actually wrong. I dont exactly have proof but i believe him. It could be his friends who sent that message(to a girl).

So instead of being mad at him, not trusting him, and wanting to break up , i chose to be something different, well something noble.

Why dont i just believe him? 

Why cant i let things just be what it is?

Why cant i live life as it comes !

So what if he might leave me in the future ( which he swore he wont, and i believe and i truly hope he would not do smt like that to me). So even if he did, He would actually be doing a huge favor to me. I mean he's not the only fish in the pond rite. Gawd, that is so lame. Anyways, i do alrite for myself. Its not soo hard to find someone else. But it definite will take a hell of a long, lengthy, extensive, and painfully enduring period of time to forget him in which might even consist of teary, sleepless nights, uneventfull Friday nights, boring weekends and worst of all the ever so dreaded lonely days. It might take years to forget him. Or forever. Or i might never forget him.

But, SO WHAT ? So What if all that nightmares happen ? 

I basically dont even wanna think about it. I wanna live life day by day. Tackle problem as it comes.

I mean why worry about tomorrow when you already have enough trouble today.

Plus, i want to live my life. Life itself is fudging short and i definitely wanna live it to fudging max. Haha

So therefore, coming to my point, i want to be...

WAIT !!

~~I FORGOT ~~

wtf, i tottaly forgot what i wanted to write...

well anyway i will continue when i remember.

Never Fall In LOVE

Its easy for him to have a fight and sleep like a baby. Leaving me like a stupid insomniac night owl who is left with a panda eye in the morning.

Im so pissed.

Its so ironic how he gets away with everything. How whatever he does he justifies it and blames it on his friend or families.

And how everything I do is soo wrong.

He made my parents hate me and not trust me. And when im here he makes my life a living hell.

I dont really think anything could hurt me more than this now. I regret the day I let him inside my heart. How foolish of me to think he was different and brainless i was to actually believe that he would not disappoint me. Because that is exactly what he did.

He might as well just leave me.

Maybe I could Find a new love or even better --- say plural...new loversssZZZ !! In that way maybe things could get better.

Even if this millions and millions pieces of broken heart is not healed at least it could get numb and the pain will eventually disappear and you may just fade away. Although you will always remain, the whole inside my heart can never be filled...

SK II

Just Back from my shopping spree in Sogo.

Purchased SKII !

A whole set which comes ----->

   1.  Facial treatment cleansing gel - to remove the make up. Must use it on dry face with dry hands. gently message it on ur face. add a little water as u go on. after u feel the make up is off rinse ur face.

    2. Facial treament cleanser. use it as any other cleanser.

    3. Facial treatmen clear lotion. I think its smt like toner which contains AHA ~ whatever that is. haha. Use it with a cotton. If sensitive skin immerse the slightly on water than add a little drop of the toner.

  4.  Facial treatment essence. This is the miracle water. just dab it on ur face using a cotton pad.

   5. Skin Signature. Its the mosturiser. Its pretty cool that i actually got it as a gift(included in the  set) where if u buy it alone it cost about nearly Rm 300..

  6. Sign Eye Cream. I got it as a sample test. Havent try it out.

7.  facial Treatment mask. The fastest selling masks... I only got 1... so sad. but i want to try it first.

The services are pretty goood there in Sogo. The sales\ representatives are friendly although they don't exactly explain in details what is the function of certain products and how they work. I was hoping they would analyze my skin and recommend only certain products for my skin.

Well, all in all I am pretty satisfied although it burned my pocket costing me about RM 580.

Back to MMU !!

Hah, finally the holidays are over. And im away from the retardness that my family is. Hahaha..i love em tho but smt they could get into you nerves....

And im with my love. God, i missed him. I didnt see him for 2 weeks and finally seeing him got me all so excited and happy and ecstatic ....

So its a start of a new semester. And I havent gone shopping yet. no new clothes or even new shoes. : (

And Im also planning to buy SKII. After all the hype and good stuff i have heard its about time that i tried out.

Why Electrical Engineering

          Electrical Engineering are related to generation, transmission and distribution of electrical energy. I am also fascinated about the operation of electric power station, power plant, electrical control of industrial machinery and so on. Hence, I find Electrical Engineering is a stimulating, stupendous and challenging subject yet rewarding as well.

            Other than that, Electrical Engineering is a fast advancing field which has a major effect in shaping the future modern society. I for once, would like to be apart of it and hopefully will be able accomplish a significant advancement in technology by making a bewildering discovery one day.

            Furthermore, I also find that Electrical Engineering has a bright future in the industry today. Moreover studying electrical engineering will give me the opportunity of working in diverse industries and conduct research on broad range of areas.

-----> I am writing an appeal letter to the dean to change my major from electronic engineering to electrical. So these are the points. Im a little lazy to think of more points to write with fancy language as this is sufficient coz its just for the dean. at least i hope it suffice.....huhu.




(pictures taken from http://maqtanim.wordpress.com/)

First time

This is my first time blogging. And i am aware that nobody cares if its my hundredth time or just the first time.

so now im doing it coz :

1.  Im forgetting my English. Its fading its ussual uniqueness and its poetry that knock people off their feet. I dont know but my english is just off since i left highschool and lost touch with my highschool friends. By blogging i hope i can find my long forgotten language

2. Im just basically bored and have nothing better to do