Monday, December 20, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
10 THINGS TO KEEP YOUR BOYFRIEND HAPPY :
I am the worst girlfriend in the world.
I want to be understanding.
I want to beleive and trust him.
I want to be there for him.
I want to make thing easier for him.
I don't want to be a burden.
I want to make him happy.
10 THINGS TO KEEP HIM HAPPY :
1. I need to keep my emotion to myself.
2. Keep my mouth shut.
3. Try pretending that everything is fine when its not.
4. Really try to pretend everything is alright.
5. Do not question him too much.
6. Do not doubt him.
7. Trust him !
8. Smile always
9.Forget whatever problem or whatever that you don't like or unsatisfied about him
10. Just Forget about it. Okay.
Hole in my life
I miss my mom !
I miss my little brother Ibraheem.
I miss my dad.
They are all in India for ~ say an unfinished business. Who cares wat business that is, the point is they are away.
And i feel soooo freakin lonely and abandoned. Its the worst feeling ever. Like there is a unfulfilled need, that can never be satisfied. A humongous hole that can never be filled.
Nothing in the world can fill that hole. Not even a 500 dollar SK II, or Mui Mui handbag, Designer shoes, or even Maybelline lipstick. What problem could it be that a lipstick cant make it go away ?!
Its the first time i went shopping, i felt happy and it only lasted for a second. I just couldn't be happy anymore. Its like a curse or something.
I want to be me again. I miss myself soo much. How i used to be. How i don't give a damn about a thing in the world.
Gawd, i'd give anything to be that girl again.
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