I miss my little brother Ibraheem.
I miss my dad.
They are all in India for ~ say an unfinished business. Who cares wat business that is, the point is they are away.
And i feel soooo freakin lonely and abandoned. Its the worst feeling ever. Like there is a unfulfilled need, that can never be satisfied. A humongous hole that can never be filled.
Nothing in the world can fill that hole. Not even a 500 dollar SK II, or Mui Mui handbag, Designer shoes, or even Maybelline lipstick. What problem could it be that a lipstick cant make it go away ?!
Its the first time i went shopping, i felt happy and it only lasted for a second. I just couldn't be happy anymore. Its like a curse or something.
I want to be me again. I miss myself soo much. How i used to be. How i don't give a damn about a thing in the world.
Gawd, i'd give anything to be that girl again.
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